There's no real good way to start something like this so I guess it's best to start at the beginning Vera has gone by many names in the time we've known him:

Issac,Veradigm,Exo,Vera ezra,etc

I first met Vera when we were 17,back when I had first taken over as the main host

and at the time I trusted him,alot,too much looking back on it

i basically considered him family,... family that did lewd things with me only a week after I took over,though I asked him..., still regret this to this day, worse then that was that he agreed to help

at first it was to deal with the bodies urges and stuff I didn't know how to deal with myself

and at this point it was still my call,after some time he started pushing me to buy a toy

the thing wasn't cheap either 300 cad,never ended up using the stupid thing either,but he kept pushing us to buy it

because it'd be fun,and he enjoyed his

so I gave in,...

still I trusted him,and time marched on

after awhile we met

another system like us,and someone who was actively dating someone

Vera and started to do stuff behind their lovers back, also kept his bf from knowing that they were a system,this eventually ended up being the reason that bf broke up with him,it was only long after that they learned about the cheating,cheating, I helped with...,like I said I trusted Vera alot and missed doing stuff with them so eventually I joined in with them on and off,I never thought much of it at the time,always just trusting Vera's judgement

this kinda cooled down after the break up,that or Vera just kept us out of the loop

idk which one nor do I really care much anymore

would eventually distance himself from us and again time would move forwards,

at this point we'd turned 18

and we'd eventually meet flame

and Vera had really started claiming aiden was a thing at this point and that he oh so conveniently happened to be a system just like us,aiden only ever took Veras side,never took over,and would only ever pop up if Vera wanted someone to back him up,or to mention that aiden exists

flame was fine at first and it was nice to feel like we had a real friend group again,but slowly flame would start trying to make us cut ties with friends,i should have noticed this at the time but I didn't

after some time flame would spontaneously become a system as well,feel like such a idiot for ever believing either of them,even ended up helping flame make avi's for most of these alters,star,frost,and scratch

scratch was the first we heard of,he was the 'logical' one,later he'd be the one flame used to try and keep us inline,or to tell us just how much attention he needed

star,the emotional one,usually the one who tried to support flame when he was feeling shit

and frost,just a straight up slut,at first frost was nice and kinda tame,and it was nice having another female alter in the same position I was in,but later on all frost would ever do is ask to be fucked or mention that flame wanted to be fucked

I never did anything lewd with frost,as the idea of doing something to a female feels weird to me

I wish I could say the same for flame himself though....

After some time I learned that Vera and flame started to do lewd stuff,and.... I asked to join in

i hated that me and Vera had kinda grown distant

and missed doing stuff,and they said sure,..

after this it went from maybe doing something once a week to every single day,and if I missed a day flame would get on our back,making a big deal about in our dms and acting all depressed

and of course Vera kinda just avoided all of this,he'd show up from time to time,but he expected me to be the one to keep flame from falling apart

eventually flame would quit his day job so he'd have more time with Vera,...

and this is around the time I finally started to notice just how bad things had been

and after about a week of debating what to do and if it was the right call

i blocked Vera,

and told flame that I couldn't keep doing this,and either he keeps talking to us,and cuts ties with Vera,or he cuts ties with us

he chose Vera

the next day Vera had messaged all of our remaining mutuals telling them to sent us his rant about how he didn't care if I stayed or left,and how I was a idiot and he was sick of me acting suicidal,etc,etc etc

he even went as far as reaching out via our phone and harassing us with 'aiden's alt account,and messaging my alt accounts

it was ,alot but i'm glad he did it as it really cemented the monster he was